You Can Have ItYou can take it all. I don't need you to pity me, or play games with my mind.I don't need you in my life.They were right about you..but I knew I had to give you one more chance, just to make sure.Well guess what?You fucked up. And maybe that's what you wanted. And that's why you never even told me we were separated!!But guess what else? It doesn't matter anymore. I'm starting a new fucking life.Without any of this shit.The happiest memories of my life are ones of you,but so are my very worst.I don't need you in order to live my life happily...I would have liked to have you in my life forever, but you can't handle it. I don't know what you think your doing, trying to mess with me like this.You really don't think I know what's going on?!I'm not an idiot.And I won't make that mistake.Not again.You lied and cheated and broke me!Never again...But, there is one thing I don't understand about this:If she hurt you so badly, and broke your heart "into a million l
When Time Stood StillI walked by our spot today.The last place we were before everything fell apart.The last place I held you,and kissed you.I closed my eyes and thought about you as my sister and I passed;Kids giggling and walking by,the overpowering smell of Hollister right next to us.I was back, in that moment with you,if only for a moment.Time nearly stood still when you were in my arms.It hurt to leave, but I didn't have a choice.I needed to move on.I still ache a little,thinking of that one perfect moment we had.And it makes me miss you terribly.